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My favorite water bottle reappeared into my life (Its been a almost a year)!!!

I have magic luck of always getting back what is stolen with from me.

But thats the only magic power I have.

... and maybe the ability to digest ridiculous amounts of apple stickers...on accident

Pssss. I swear i will post a movie soon, I can feel it in my bones.

Brooke and I traveled home this weekend. A house full of Bishoff's... nothing compares.

My days consisted of showing my dad who is boss at settlers, showing up the boys on N-64, helping mom wash dishes and listening to her crazy story about seven peaks water park, chatting with brooke for hours in the car and letting her listen to me talk to myself (i thought she was asleep!)

Im super proud of Elise for getting up and showing her skills at Miss Blythe. Elise is such a solid woman and represented that at Miss Blythe. Im feel privileged knowing she is my sister. Someday I want to be like her.

Also Brent got to do his favorite thing when I am home... take nutty Mac photos.

1994 public library: Curious George

2010 (sporting somewhat of a fat head due to wisdom teeth yanking)

16 years later and you can still find me at the library.

Libraries are one of my favorite places.

This is where I feel similar as to the way I felt in the wilderness.

Quite and calm with no expectations.

Its liberal and conservative...

It just depends what book you decide to pick up.

I leave feeling refreshed and innovative.

I had 12 cavities filled and 4 wisdom teeth pulled today...

Pretty crappy stuff.

No worries though i have tupac with me.

And lots of creamies.

Today I woke up asking if im really living....

to provoke that mood even more ...

i found this movie...

http://vimeo.com/13687317

Now i am asking myself what the heck am i doing??

My soul has so much energy to live but feels bound down by what is expected of a 19 yr old female.

I have been creating a front patio sanctuary...

Its still have alot of work to do, but I love having coffee and reading here.

Im gathering thoughts on some type of wall art and a more fitting table.

Elisey came to visit me. We enjoyed a few good days together, making lunch, having bfast on my front porch, going to a the shakespeare festival, and getting frozen yogurt.

Im glad I have a sister(s) very compassionate and understanding of my little heart.

She is wise for her years, sometimes I think she should be my older sister.

I also got to spend a day with my family.

We had a picnic, chit chatted about landons fat football neck, etc.

I love them so much.

Mom has done such a good job on raising us.

Brooke suprised me with an early birthday gift.

AKA a few of my Grandpa's belongings.

His film camera, is what im most excited about.

Brent is looking older these days.

It feels like yesterday mom was bringing him home from the hospital.

He wanted me to take a serious picture of him, which is quiet unusual, considering we dont have one family photo of him smiling normal.

The past two days i did Jenn days. This is where I do anything I desire. I spoil myself. I go on dates with myself. I treat myself so well. And give my body lots of attention.

So this is what I did....

1. Went running in the rain

2. Bought myself a MCdees ice cream cone (87ce

nts?!)

3. Took myself on a date to the movies

4. Took a midnight bike ride

5. Took the hottest and longest candle lit shower ever

6. Indulged in plenty of greek yogurt

7. Worked on my visualization board

8. Drove up the canyon found a nice spot, and angry drew

(aka drew freely everything thats bugging me)

9. Took a nap

10. Made Biscotti

11. Listened to french slow jazz (it makes me feel rich)

I love these girls (plus slyv: not pictured).

I schoochied up north and got to hang with them a bit.

I made some din din for them.

Jessie was all over me the whole time (nothing new).

Nat practiced all of her esthetician school stuff on us.

Bridgee and I discussed how lucky we are to have one another.

I cried a bit with Nat.

I call it....GOOD TIMES WITH GIRL TIME.

I also fell in love with this brown "beach" house in UTAH. ha.

Im going own it one day.

Only mine will on the beach and have way cooler landscape.

amen.

Today I celebrated being an American.

I treated myself to a glass of milk and oreo's.

You know, sometimes I feel embarrassed being an Ameri.

I feel like, everyone views us as... over indulge, overeat, over spend, and show little gratitude for what we have.

But today I gotta thinking.

Jenn how could you be ashamed?

I knew that MY heart was thankful for what I have.

I felt blessed being able to sit on my front porch... To have a porch.

I was thankful for the breeze that cooled my skin and the tree that swayed.

While enjoying my cookies, I watched a movie on Siddhartha.

So there you have it.

I celebrated being an American while learning about India's culture.

And this is why.... America Rocks

Frustrated..... AKA the place I wanted to live with my trailer.

Has an age limit on trailers.

They have to be 15 years or newer.

The main problem im having is finding places to keep my trailer.

That arent 600 bucks a month, or in the middle of nowhere.

I need place close to the U and trailer non-discriminative.

Im sending good vibrations to all the land of SLC find me.

In the meantime Im working on a plan.

And.... Alot of Visual Inspiration to keep me motivated

I went to the DI today.

This old couple were bickering so much over a table that cost ten dollars!

I told myself I never want to be them.

I want to tell my lover, babe you can have the table, plus the matching chair if you would like.

Nor do i want to be 50 getting furniture from the DI

Amen, thee end.

Summer Mornings

In the morning after im done at the gym I sit on my front porch...

with precisely brewed coffee

my path tracker

yoga mat

& a book.

Sometimes I water the grass if it wants me too.

I soak in the rise of the sun and let the world slowly wake up before me.

I like Summer Mornings.

Happenings In The Coffee Shop...

I brewed my own coffee.

A couple walked in. The man was all over her. Touching her hair, setting his hand right above her back pocket, putting his arm around her shoulder. He acted giddy. He reminded me of a teenage boy. She seemed non responsive. He may need some help with her love language.

Plumber butt man was here. Was IT showing? Yes.

Band: The Colorful Quiet, Song: survival. I enjoy the lyrics.

Photography

This morning I met up with Mike for a photography lesson. He brought two 5d eos cannon dslr cameras with 70-300 mm lens (very pricey). I learned so much on how to control the camera shutter speeds, fstops, af's, filters. Im going to meet up with him either tomorrow during sunrise or sunset for more practice

A few Mike has taken

Photos i took this morning

Im not in love with any of these.

But i feel proud knowing i controlled depth of field,

how much light entered the lens, focus points,

and correct shade of filter.

I wish i had more interesting subjects (wink wink)

I am not really into landscape.

But for learning mechanical functions it will have to do.

I feel privileged to be able to find someone so willingly to teach me.

Happy Happy Happy Day.....Brooke!

This is me. At work. On top of Molly's Nipple.

I was talking to a fellow Wind walker, he mentioned how he had backpacked the Appalachian Trail last summer. I thought this was cool-ish.

I became mesmerized after he later mentioned it is 2178 miles! It took him 5 1/2 months.

"What? People do this

kind of activity!"

Yeah, Crazyness.

It passes through 14 east coast states and is lined with small towns, hostels, and good natured people along the way.

You already know what im thinking...

It would be amazing...

Think about it... :)

I know I know.

Im dirty.

Im going to take a shower right now.

calm yourself.

Im a stinkin WINDWALKER

Lshae: what is your address? also i may come visit you in the near future. at the beginning of june..does that work for you?

Note: My gangsta voice is slim to none... dearest apologies B.I.G

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