Brooke and I traveled home this weekend. A house full of Bishoff's... nothing compares.

My days consisted of showing my dad who is boss at settlers, showing up the boys on N-64, helping mom wash dishes and listening to her crazy story about seven peaks water park, chatting with brooke for hours in the car and letting her listen to me talk to myself (i thought she was asleep!)

Im super proud of Elise for getting up and showing her skills at Miss Blythe. Elise is such a solid woman and represented that at Miss Blythe. Im feel privileged knowing she is my sister. Someday I want to be like her.

Also Brent got to do his favorite thing when I am home... take nutty Mac photos.

1994 public library: Curious George

2010 (sporting somewhat of a fat head due to wisdom teeth yanking)

16 years later and you can still find me at the library.

Libraries are one of my favorite places.

This is where I feel similar as to the way I felt in the wilderness.

Quite and calm with no expectations.

Its liberal and conservative...

It just depends what book you decide to pick up.

I leave feeling refreshed and innovative.

I had 12 cavities filled and 4 wisdom teeth pulled today...

Pretty crappy stuff.

No worries though i have tupac with me.

And lots of creamies.

Today I woke up asking if im really living....

to provoke that mood even more ...

i found this movie...

http://vimeo.com/13687317

Now i am asking myself what the heck am i doing??

My soul has so much energy to live but feels bound down by what is expected of a 19 yr old female.

I have been creating a front patio sanctuary...

Its still have alot of work to do, but I love having coffee and reading here.

Im gathering thoughts on some type of wall art and a more fitting table.

Elisey came to visit me. We enjoyed a few good days together, making lunch, having bfast on my front porch, going to a the shakespeare festival, and getting frozen yogurt.

Im glad I have a sister(s) very compassionate and understanding of my little heart.

She is wise for her years, sometimes I think she should be my older sister.

I also got to spend a day with my family.

We had a picnic, chit chatted about landons fat football neck, etc.

I love them so much.

Mom has done such a good job on raising us.

Brooke suprised me with an early birthday gift.

AKA a few of my Grandpa's belongings.

His film camera, is what im most excited about.

Brent is looking older these days.

It feels like yesterday mom was bringing him home from the hospital.

He wanted me to take a serious picture of him, which is quiet unusual, considering we dont have one family photo of him smiling normal.

The past two days i did Jenn days. This is where I do anything I desire. I spoil myself. I go on dates with myself. I treat myself so well. And give my body lots of attention.

So this is what I did....

1. Went running in the rain

2. Bought myself a MCdees ice cream cone (87ce

nts?!)

3. Took myself on a date to the movies

4. Took a midnight bike ride

5. Took the hottest and longest candle lit shower ever

6. Indulged in plenty of greek yogurt

7. Worked on my visualization board

8. Drove up the canyon found a nice spot, and angry drew

(aka drew freely everything thats bugging me)

9. Took a nap

10. Made Biscotti

11. Listened to french slow jazz (it makes me feel rich)

I love these girls (plus slyv: not pictured).

I schoochied up north and got to hang with them a bit.

I made some din din for them.

Jessie was all over me the whole time (nothing new).

Nat practiced all of her esthetician school stuff on us.

Bridgee and I discussed how lucky we are to have one another.

I cried a bit with Nat.

I call it....GOOD TIMES WITH GIRL TIME.

I also fell in love with this brown "beach" house in UTAH. ha.

Im going own it one day.

Only mine will on the beach and have way cooler landscape.

amen.